Official music video for Deadbeat by Vacive
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Lyrics:
Oh my god,
Is there no understanding?
Troubled’s just an understatement
All these lies, & I still don’t believe you
When do I get to meet the real you?
Pill after pill, & thought after thought
I’d give anything to make it stop.
My mind is being consumed
I cannot win this battle
All I ever do is fucking lose
Every fucking day I’m wasting all my time
On someone who doesn’t even know that I’m alive
Constantly I think to myself that everything will change
No matter how hard I try
Everything stays the same
I’m abandoned
My life is falling apart & it has been from the start
I’m abandoned
I’m fucking lost at sea
Do you remember me?
I’ve been searching
For everything that I’ve left behind me
but when I open my eyes, I start to realize
That I never had anything
And now lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord my soul to reap
And if I did before I wake
That’s alright ’cause I was nothing but a fucking mistake
Yeah yeah ha ha ha
For years I waited around hoping that you would show up
Surprise Surprise, I’ve got the worst fucking luck
You’re just a fucking deadbeat you never loved me
How could my family turn into my worst enemy
The grass aint greener on the other side
Fingers crossed hoping everything would be alright
I never thought it’d end up this way, I guess that’s just what I get for thinking
I’ve been searching
For everything that I’ve left behind me
but when I open my eyes, I start to realize
I always find myself asking
God
Is there no understanding?
Troubled’s just an understatement
All these lies, & I still don’t believe you
When do I get to meet the real you?
Pill after pill, & thought after thought
I’d give anything to make it stop.
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